| | Current Music: | she is - sufjan stevens | | Subject: | the day of love. | | Time: | 11:51 am | | Current Mood: | ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/growf/smileys/worried.gif) anxious |
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| | I am so ready for this year to be over and another to begin. Listing the reasons 2009 let me down would be more detrimental than helpful, I believe. So here's to the changes I couldn't make on my own ♥ | comments: Leave a comment   |
| | Maybe tomorrow I will hang up the remaining clothing in my room and clean it up so I don't have to right before the New Years party. I'll also go shopping for Katie's birthday/Christmas, since Monday we're going to Highway 68 to begin her bar crawl. I hope my parents don't intend to go to church in the morning. I read "My Horizontal Life: A Collection of One Night Stands" by Chelsea Handler today; I got it for Christmas. Yesterday I read "A Christmas Memory" by Truman Capote and finished "Autobahn" by Neil Labute. Reading is such a glorious thing. I believe I have my class schedule figured out for next semester, although I don't know if I already mentioned this. Sara and I want to go to Heartwood Acres to see the lights before they close. I'm so excited for approaching New York. I'm so tired though, I don't feel like doing anything, and I feel like I'm going to screw myself again by not wanting to see anyone until after they've all gone back. Perhaps if I make a list... I wish I knew what was going on with my apartment construction. Today was a low day. I need to get back into working out because I'm beginning to disgust myself [again]. I hope I can get the music to transfer off my iPod for my new one. I feel like I need to buy more for Sara's Christmas. I hope I can pay my credit card bill, heh. If my doctor doesn't say I can wear contacts again Tuesday, I might freak out. I refuse to wear my glasses any longer; they're bringing me down. I keep having awful nightmares; I'm not scared during, or after, but terrible things keep happening in them. I'd just like a damn rum and coke, please. I wonder if I'll really see the people who said they'd like to get together... There are too many cookies in this house. I need to get out to some auditions and figure out where I'm going to be this summer. These ramblings might classify me as insane. Yesterday stung. | | comments: Leave a comment |
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